While listening to “Too good at goodbyes” by Sam Smith I received a video call. It was The Perfect One. I always get excited when I talk to him! He is on the other side of the world and always makes some time for me, more time than some people here. We always have the best convos ever. Except today.
I knew eventually he was going to be moving here. Well, this is happening! In September! It’s crazy! So I was excited until he said his girlfriend is coming too. I also expected that to happen… But I thought it was going to take more time for her to actually come. I was cool until I asked him how will we act if we run into each other. Basically he told me we have to act like strangers.
I understand why but it broke my heart. He tried to talk to me, but with video chat is super hard to keep my straight face. I got sad. So fucking sad! He noticed, and I told him I can’t be friends with him anymore. I am not going to be seeing him or talking to him behind his girlfriend’s back. I just can’t.
I have a song for everything, and that one was the right one at the right time. Except from the fact that breaking up a friendship hurts me thousand of times more than anything. Maybe I’m not that good at goodbyes as I think I am.
Living in the moment brings repercussions. I’ll deal with them later…