Don’t be a Hobby!

[From a conversation with a friend going through a horrible breakup] This is for the babes that are in a relationship but are not satisfied. For the ones there are unhappy, feel unattended, not loved. For the ones that like a guy and try to put his needs above yours… without getting equal time, availability …

Jae.

I’m complicated. I never said I was easy. It’s also not easy to be me. I’ve been through a lot of different things and experiences in my life. Most of them have been great, others not so much, but I can say I’ve learned from everything. I can’t be understood. Honestly, I don’t need somebody …

We are nothing.

A 2 day shopping spree that left me with: 2 dresses 1 skirt 2 pairs of shoes 9 shirts and 3 swimsuits that I never tried on. It made me think I know my body well enough to just impulsively grab things I like and know they will fit. Sunday night I drove by a …

I’m invested and I act stupid

Those are actual comments from my friend on my current dating situation… This made me think… Why? Let’s start from the time my friend told me she didn’t understand why I tell people straight up how I feel but DLS makes me act stupid. She is right… I don’t lie to him, I tell him …

A note for you…

“There are two great days in a person’s life- the day we were born and the day we discover why.” William Barclay My life has been based on searching for the why on things. I do not care when it happens because I believe timing is always perfect and the how might be coincidental. I …

Dating update.

… Bumble lasted 2 dates… Dating apps are stupid. Plus I realized I actually like DLS. If only I had the guts to tell him. My friends are encouraging me to tell how I feel. But I can’t. Bumble is deleted. I see DLS sometimes. That’s all. Maybe I’ll brainstorm a way to say it …

The daily video

As the person that has and keeps weird relationships, I am sharing now one than even when it’s a bit twisted, I am willing to continue. A while ago… Let me think for a second… Maybe 2 years? I got added by a dude on Snapchat. That was the time I was going through all …

I’m way too good at goodbyes…

While listening to “Too good at goodbyes” by Sam Smith I received a video call. It was The Perfect One. I always get excited when I talk to him! He is on the other side of the world and always makes some time for me, more time than some people here. We always have the …

Best night EVER

July 28th was a date I’ve been dreading for a long time for reasons stated on my late post, but careful it is very explicit. This year was a normal day but the night turned out kind of special. It was a Saturday so I went to work to later meet some friends out. Typical. …

WANTED: Boyfriend

Tagging along my previous post, this moon has an effect on me. I suddenly want a boyfriend. I think is my sisters fault! I see all the lovey dovey messages and makes me aw. Most people that are like that in social media, are not really the same on real life. They are different. They …

Red Moon

Full moons are beautiful. I love seeing them. They are splendid and some of them have hues, or a bigger shape. I remember driving back from California I was pleasantly surprised by huge golden full moon. It was majestic! With all the beauty, comes changes. Nature goes through them, quietly. On the other hand, it …

DTR: Dirty Little Secret

There’s this song I love by Zeds Dead, Lights Go Down that describes my thing with this guy I like too much. So much, that I have literally every remix of it on my playlist. If you listen to it, you will understand this blog. Last night, he asked if he could come over. He …