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Love…

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, …

Jae.

I’m complicated. I never said I was easy. It’s also not easy to be me. I’ve been through a lot of different things and experiences in my life. Most of them have been great, others not so much, but I can say I’ve learned from everything. I can’t be understood. Honestly, I don’t need somebody …

Merry Christmas

Sitting on a rock at my absolute favorite place in Earth, listening to my favorite music and texting my favorite girl, is almost noon and according to the lyrics currently playing, I won’t have it any other way. Christmas is the day when all wishes come true… right? Since I can’t be where I really …

Keke, do you love me?

…are we riding? This is the perfect party song. Contagious melody, a simple dance… Total fun. I met you under strange circumstances. While out with my girl, she got a text from a guy she knew. He was out in Old Town with his cousin… We decided to meet. What possibly could have been a …

Two Years aftermath

My past life is soon to be over. Finally it’s time to say goodbye to everything that attaches me to my past. It’s very hard to let go, I have to accept. While I think I’m strong, I’m dreading the fact that I sold the house I’ve call home since 2014. So many memories were …

I’m sorry.

I’ve been thinking of this for some time but today it came up in a conversation with a very wise person. I think I owe you an apology. I should have never made hurtful comments to you. I loved you. I was never disappointed, just frustrated. Frustrated because it was so hard for YOU to …

We are nothing.

A 2 day shopping spree that left me with: 2 dresses 1 skirt 2 pairs of shoes 9 shirts and 3 swimsuits that I never tried on. It made me think I know my body well enough to just impulsively grab things I like and know they will fit. Sunday night I drove by a …

I’m invested and I act stupid

Those are actual comments from my friend on my current dating situation… This made me think… Why? Let’s start from the time my friend told me she didn’t understand why I tell people straight up how I feel but DLS makes me act stupid. She is right… I don’t lie to him, I tell him …

Way too different…

I’ve come to the conclusion maybe the world is not ready for me… why should I expect just one person to deal with me? I am: – different from most (truly require somebody who doesn’t really care what people think) – too smart (challenging) – too cute? (how is this a problem) – too independent …

Sometimes I just want to disconnect

Today has been a weird day. I had to take care of work projects at 7am and I got up late, being there by 8am, so I’ve been running an hour behind schedule on my non scheduled day… shocker. I did what I was asked to help with and my associates and I got into …

I just got Jcubed!

Last night was “Sex and the City” night out. This is when my girl friends and I get together for a date. We go to a nice restaurant for dinner and drinks and talk about our dating life. Last night people got Jcubed. 🤣 [3 girls: JaeMV + J1 + J2 = Jcubed] J2 is …