Whiskey and coffee

I’m sitting at a bar, at a local casino. My roommate decided to take me to a staycation, which I truly appreciate. I love hanging out with her, but the best part about it is that I can be by myself. Yes. I’m sitting at the bar, all by myself, while she is playing blackjack. …

Love…

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, …

We are nothing.

A 2 day shopping spree that left me with: 2 dresses 1 skirt 2 pairs of shoes 9 shirts and 3 swimsuits that I never tried on. It made me think I know my body well enough to just impulsively grab things I like and know they will fit. Sunday night I drove by a …

I’m invested and I act stupid

Those are actual comments from my friend on my current dating situation… This made me think… Why? Let’s start from the time my friend told me she didn’t understand why I tell people straight up how I feel but DLS makes me act stupid. She is right… I don’t lie to him, I tell him …

I just got Jcubed!

Last night was “Sex and the City” night out. This is when my girl friends and I get together for a date. We go to a nice restaurant for dinner and drinks and talk about our dating life. Last night people got Jcubed. 🤣 [3 girls: JaeMV + J1 + J2 = Jcubed] J2 is …

Dating update.

… Bumble lasted 2 dates… Dating apps are stupid. Plus I realized I actually like DLS. If only I had the guts to tell him. My friends are encouraging me to tell how I feel. But I can’t. Bumble is deleted. I see DLS sometimes. That’s all. Maybe I’ll brainstorm a way to say it …

Best night EVER

July 28th was a date I’ve been dreading for a long time for reasons stated on my late post, but careful it is very explicit. This year was a normal day but the night turned out kind of special. It was a Saturday so I went to work to later meet some friends out. Typical. …

WANTED: Boyfriend

Tagging along my previous post, this moon has an effect on me. I suddenly want a boyfriend. I think is my sisters fault! I see all the lovey dovey messages and makes me aw. Most people that are like that in social media, are not really the same on real life. They are different. They …

Red Moon

Full moons are beautiful. I love seeing them. They are splendid and some of them have hues, or a bigger shape. I remember driving back from California I was pleasantly surprised by huge golden full moon. It was majestic! With all the beauty, comes changes. Nature goes through them, quietly. On the other hand, it …

Unfuck yourself!

Let me start with giving my fasian friend credit for this one. She comes up with the craziest comments that ignite my imagination and make me write. This entry is dedicated to somebody I’ve known for a long time. He knows my history. We were coworkers and then we started being sorta friends. He would …

Am I d*ck cursed?

I have a really good friend that I share lots of intimate details with. We both have stories to tell each other every time. We are very sexual. Lately, my stories had been centered in just one guy… She knows my past relationship and believes no boy is worthy of attention. Me, on the other …

I f*cking suck at dating!

I can’t seem to figure out what I’m doing. I’ve tried absolutely everything there is. I’ve played the waiting game, the hard to get game, the slot. I’ve been assertive and distant or even ignored people. Nothing works. I used to say dating sucks but I’ve come to the realization maybe I’m just not good …